MEANINGFUL

August 31, 2019

I know, I'm not be a perfect. But always shown of front to be a perfect. I know, a lot my desire. But, little my worship. When the hardship comes to me, I just sigh and sigh. I didn't realize, might that's better way. I often give up, but I don't exactly. And here's now. Fully so confused and doubtful. I don't know what's the real of my heart. I really don't know. Like the death person but not yet. Sometimes I asking to God "Is this " carmic" for me?" Oh, neither! But if not, then what's else?

In the low position, I'm regret. Why I don't take action as much as before? And that's true, the mess up will be realize in the last, when the things are gone. Hm :( and it's so tearfully.

Hey, I say to my self now. You have to wake up. And you have to stare in the next. Even it's gonna be difficult, just do it. Just feel it. And certainly, The God is the Best Creator. So, don't hesitating him.

Yesterday a go, this blog got the 1 anniversary. Haha lol :v just 1 year. But I'm happy. More happy now I remain I still love writing, and I just write now. Look, I'm back to this blog cause I'm yearn. Thank's God, still because be careful and give enjoying of my life all the day.

This photos will be a memorable :) Thanks for accepted me all... Btw, Now I'm in 12 grade. Twelve Science one. Of course, Science one again :) and Insya Allah, I'm going to graduate next year. Aamiin...

So my high school held "carnival" to memorize The

Independent Day of Indonesia. (73rd) and my class got the traditional culture from PALEMBANG :) It's so meaningful. Our workteam like through the examination haha :) But, even we didn't won, we still happiness. :) I hope, we are gonna be a succesful people in the future. Aamiin... Please blessing me, Allah :)

In other than that, before that's occur, there are workteam already the exam. Actually on the day when the "Idul Adha" or "Idul Qurban". And again, even we didn't became a wonner class, but it's enough to made a wonderful memory. Honestly, I love you so much all. Really. I feel so excited in the last year before I graduate. More and more realize that's have own meaning.